Paper Gangsta..

terkeluar lak gmbar big bang yer..wasupp yo!

Yo..wassup2 dude!! >.<

tiba2 lak ak niwh nk intro cara2

ganaz gitu..almaklumlah nma tajok entry

pown agk ganaz..tp ganaz ker?! :P

"Paper Gangsta" tajok yg diberikan

untuk entry ak pagi jumaat yg cukup dingin niwh..

cewahh, poyo nk wt ayat2 bermadah lak :)

If all of you readers peminat

lady gagap mst familiar ngn lagu "Paper Gangsta"

dia uhh..tp niwh bkn sal lgu dia ok..tiada

kena mengena lagsong..jgak xda kna

mengena dengan mna2 samseng/ ah long jalanan~

Paper niwh sbnrnya istilah utk exam yang ak hadapi

baru2 niwh..manakala gangsta plak istilah

lain untuk perkataan susah..which means a symbolic

meaning utk entry niwh "exam susah!" :)

ada paham sudaa kah readers??

Megat nak mula bercerita da niwh yer~

hhmm..baru2 niwh dlm isnin lepas kn ktowng

(bdk2 QIP4 PSMZA) kn ada final exam for

Fundamental of Operating System (OS) and 

Computer Network..memang tekezot sgt2

ak ngn soalan OS uhh..teramatlah gangsta!!

dari soalan objektif smpailah ke struktur..

rasa cm na nanes lak ak mnjawab uhh..

kowang bygkan soalan struktur tuh

leyh plak dia cmpor2kn soalan1 dengan

bab2 laen dlm modul OS tuh..sbb biasa

we all expect bab1 for chapter1 kn..

tupp2..soalan kluar cmtuh..macam

rojak campur pown ada..atoyaii!~ -,-

dah berikan yg terbaek..redha dgn ketentuan olehNya~ :)

While for Computer Network

ak rasa ak da berikan yg terbaek kowt?!

tp xda la smpai confident leyh dpt A+

Actually, soalannya agk teratur dan xla smpai

tahap rojak2 cm OS tuhh..so it's not

a surprise lah..yg ptg kita da usaha

kan..tahap gangsta utk Computer Network

ak bagi dalam 3bintang jew larhh while

for OS ak bg 6bintang (sgt2 gangsta ok!) xD

ada jgak ak dr gossip2 liar mgatakan rmai sgt

student mek short-sem utk OS niwh

mybe sbb penilaian berterusan dyrng da rendah

kan..+lak xleyh jwb exam uhh dyrg

nekad lorh mek short-sem..agak mengerikan right?

btw, best of luck for them..haishh~ >.<

And for last paper, we got Algorithm & Data Structures

siyes mmg ak cuak na mmpos ouhh time mula2

na jawab paper algo niwh..da la pengawas

yg jaga niwh garang giler?? datang bulan ker bangg! :P

tp bila bukak soalan struktur agk mengejutkan

sbb cm senang jer ak jawab..spatotnya kna jawab

2soalan shaja dr 4soalan..tp semangat ak jawab

sampai 3soalan tewos..hahha..

padahal saja jer na bagi cik Miji marking 

kertas ak uhh lama2 cket..ngeee~ 

^.^v

Tapi kann readers..

yg plg penting skg ak telah

merdeka..tp merdeka dr exam jer lahh.

kerana..ak msih blom merdeka utk

melupakan tentang dirinya (motif??!) :P

gangsta xgangsta..kita tunggu jer lah

apa keputusan exam ak tok kali niwh~

tapi ak confident xrepeat paper..insyaAllah

tq for reading yah..catch up in next entry

and have a pleasant friday readers..mwahh!

masih xmampu melupakan kenangan kita~ T^T

p/s- beshh dok umah relax2..st g maw shopping! jom!~ ^^

lots of love, megat<3  

Kenapa..

semakin ingin lupa, semakin susah~

Kenapa kamu mesti muncul lgi

dalm hidup aku..?

Kenapa aku masih adew persaan

rindu pada kamu..?

Kenapa wajah kamu sentiase 

adew dlm kotak pemikiran aku..?

Kenapa hidup aku mesti

sentiase b'kaitan dengan kamu..?

Kenapa kamu masih dihati aku..!

Semakin aku ingin 

lupakan tentang kmu 

semakin kuat rindu aku pada kamu

Kenapa aku terlalu rindukan kamu

tapi..kamu sedar x semue 2..?

lots of love, megat<3

Kata hati..

morning readers~

had ur breakfast oledi??

ak bru sudah niwh..xsangka

lak my mum msk nasi lemak + aym goreng..

something special lorh..sometimes ak

rsa bla dok umh even 1mggu jer pon

da gemok sgt2 ak niwh..hahha >.<"

tiba2 lak ak nk post entry psal kata hati pg niwh..

so, agk personal actually..but nvm lor~

sharing is caring kann..hheee..

soalnya hati mmg sukar utk dibicarakan..

apa lg bila melibatkan perasaan cinta..

ak niwh bkn xpernah bercinta tw..

cuma ak selalu kecewakan org yg ak

cintai dan dikecewakan..[how sad!]
org yg sntiasa menunggu cinta dr ak
pown ada gk..tp pintu hati ak
msh xterbuka lg utk bercinta dgn mereka..

org yg ada rupa smua mostly

all of them xleyh dipercayakan tahu..

sbb dia tw dia chantekk kn? mst dia

nk psg cable lebeyh dr 1..that's why

i hate it so much..almost give up

in love life..utk ak niwh kebahagiaan

dlm percintaan mmg susah sgt

nk dapat..mgkn belom ada jodoh lg..

tp ak xmencari..biarlah dia dtg sndr..

ak slalo gk giler byg~

myb sometimes i just being lonely~

bila mula sukakan seseorang tuhh.

tp penyakit ak niwh sukar utk meluahkan

perasaan..sbb takowt syok sendri kn..

last2, ak sendiri yg tanggong seksa

sbb cintakan dia dlm diam..

T^T

utk tahun 2011 niwh,

i'm wishing for a better love life..

kalo mmg da ditakdirkan bercinta lorhh.

but most important rite now ak

kena focus on my study..lgpon

ak niwh bru jer smbong stdy kn..

banyak benda lg na fikir..

malas nak serabot fikir cari2 chenta niwh.

ok larh readers..

enough for tis time yahh?

i've go some matters to do..

hang out in town with 

my beloved family..

jom teman megat shopping na!? (:

arasoyoe!~

p/s- sweetnya kn kalo dpt tgk bintang cmniwh..wow :')

lots of love, megat<3

Say goodbye..

again..
i'm all alone here
standing by my side.
stucked in my room..accompany
by gloomy windy day outside..
still holding the grudge
towards what u've done with me.
even it's almost ages the
story of us end, the scars
still obviously can be seen
deep in my heart..

i do said i forgive
you for everything..
but u know what? it won't be
that easy..i can't forgive
you no matter what~
u almost ruins my life..

i remember the
moment we running in the rain..
and i see u in my dreams..
the look upon ur brown eyes..
it captivating me like
i can't even stop thinking
of you my love..
i was such a dreamer..

we were always said
"forever & always" and i'll
keep your words to be with
my side forever..but everything
was just broken promises..
u hurt me once and i'll
take a further step of leaving you..
even i hate the feeling
of losing someone i love..

you once said that
i'm not enough..
what do you want more?
why do you find me if
you can't accept me just the way i am?
still i believe..i was
such a fool for fallin'
for you..i bleed my own heart..

april 14 is the
offcial goodbye day for us..
i can't take it anymore
as i've made a decision of
leaving you..it felt like
my heart skip that moment when
we ever say goodbye..

it was hard for me
but i ought to be strong
and wishing for a better day..
late nite, i'm wishing
upon a stars that u'll
regret for what u've done..
i sincerely wish that god listen to
my bleeding soul...

back to december
my wish come true..
u've come to my life again..
being such a loser..
begging for forgiveness
and regret for everything..
but..my heart just stop
beating for u..i can't even
accept u anymore..
u are out of my
life dictionary

the glory day of
mine has come..
and all i wish that u've
find someone special soon
but, it's just not me..
stop saying u miss me
cause' i won't look back..
so just say goodbye..


*dedicated to "A"

lots of love, megat<3